the deep dark place inside
i breathe into it and it breathes back
i relax into it,it feels me
i am scared of the centered calm
what do i do with myself
and she says breathe
i see myself facade and all
all the time spent to convince others
all the hurt caused from pain
i see the worlds i tore
most of the times they were my own
never really heard myself
felt shy to look into my eye
and now suddenly i feel it all
the centred calm
i was born to destroy
then why this pretended fear ?
i know i relish it
why this need to appear something
who really is watching?
what happens if i destroy myself
the thing im most scared of!
am i happy or sad?
coz i choose here
i am most fearless when i have to fight
now she tells me i dont have enemies
the world loves me now
and i dontseem to understand
walking towards the gift i most yearned for
ten steps more
there is no fight to reach it
i know its for me
no anxiety ,no doubt
i dont know what to do
i walk continuously but time has slowed
i flash in front of my eyes
i hate myself and feel love
i never fought for the gift i see
it was always mine
it was this time i wished to feel
just crying the tears of love
oh the world always loved me!
not knowing what to do
this walk wasn in my plan!
